25th

i thought august was going to be amazing, and it wasn't. i am poor, and awkwardly sloshing my way through possible solutions. i feel somehow ok. i am not allergic to solitude in any capacity. i am looking forward to fall. i am overwhelmingly happy for those around me who have found people to inspire feelings. i realize now that no one ever begrudged me my happiness and i'm grateful for it (yet still miss your crazy ass on occasion). making dates gets things done. i will go bowling, eat crab legs, do cardio, get rid of a lot of stuff, swim more, play volleyball, see a psychic who may or may not be full of shit. i always made going- back- to- school resolutions, this will have to suffice.

hand to mouth in the literal, less depressing sense.