1st

i'd promise you anything for another shot at life.


dnw to go home.

17th

is that what you call a getaway? tell me what you got away with, cause i've seen more spine on a jellyfish, i've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids.
so have another drink and drive yourself home. i hope there's ice on all the roads, and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt, and again when your head goes through the windshield.

lyrics as true as they were in 2001, and always true, the fact: "if you wanted to, you would have."

lyrics from a song that references a bible quote that translates to forgiving someone an infinite number of times.

nope. sorry. you had your chance(s) and nothing ever changed. forgiveness means nothing if you need to exercise it in the same direction over and over again.

13th

ghost town christmas party last night.
tiny dress+ red wine+ dancing to kanye west= immodest attention whore.
it's ok though. i earned it.
where i wanna go, i don't need you.


dnr. do not remember.

personal cheerleader.

favorite fools.

plié, relevé.

and that's how that ends.


i keep your love locked down, your love locked down, you lose.


you lose.

22nd

i'm editing this because i don't remember what i was talking about when i wrote it. the joys of alcohol, kids. they include the possibility of panting and ill-advised text messages.

27th

went to vegas with kat, mike, and marc. behaved accordingly.


You've got to play big to win big... from Mike Hemsley on Vimeo.


Shake it from Mike Hemsley on Vimeo.


does Katy Perry realise what she's done? from Mike Hemsley on Vimeo.


On the phone to management from Mike Hemsley on Vimeo.

the third one is my favorite. i'm a fun little mess.

21st

phil is one year old:


he really appreciated our efforts at celebration.

metro station was a month ago, but here are some pictures from it anyway:


billy ray and some bumper cars.

performance and a dirt bike.




i'd be so cute if someone could just carry a 1k on my good side constantly.

it's a problem when i'm blogging pictures a month later and my bank account still doesn't know the shoot happened.


i wore a barbie helmet to ride an atv on the beach in ensenada.


in my spare time i produced this video.


rachel had a birthday from katalina williams on Vimeo.
and then i acted like a butthole for rachel's birthday. surprise!



here are some important links everyone should become familiar with:

where to go to save america
why elderly people of the jewish persuasion are for obama
isabelle davis and ben fishner's music blog
where to go in the future to learn who's ruining lives

4th

i've been too distracted for the last two months, but i guess i can admit that things can look pretty good from where you're standing. i also really made this on the 4th and am only publishing it now.











kat will love me for that one.


i guess.













at least i eat burritos every day and i can still wear red shorts. so there's that.

14th

03 style




don't make babies.
prom pic finally.







i think that's a pretty accurate description of how it goes when you watch the best friend of your formative years get married. to the boyfriend you watched her freak out about liking. it's pretty rewarding knowing you were right in a kitchen in skokie in 2004. <3