12th

i posted last night and i deleted it, because it was a little too melo-d for my tastes.

basically last night for the first time in a long time i felt like i was really in l.a., where not being cool enough means that genuine sincerity is lost on people who only want you to be a joke. they're not going to tone it down for me, so when i try to be real it's like setting myself on fire. don't worry though, if you're already in the club you can be addressed like a real person.

the irony is that some people think i'm honestly an asshole... turns out others don't want me to be anything else. further irony is that everyone can suck a d.