3rd

i have said several times that i want to be "leslie mann's character in every movie," that is, messy, overly emotional, being taken care of (knocked up, 17 again).


i have realized that i am zooey deschanel's character in many movies (gigantic, 500 days of summer), that is, scared, mean, fucking up perfect things.


but i don't know. maybe summer grows up to be scarlett. maybe happy grows up to be debbie.

i can not to save my life tell you why i felt i should share this with this thing i never use, but "samson" by regina spektor is a pretty heartbreaking song, so there is also that.

go fuck your bong.

19th

it's day 14 of the peach plum pear film shoot. the first feature i will have produced, for the rest of my life.

it's kind of like a relationship. the best and worst thing there is. dramatic, extreme, all the qualities that make any one thing completely worth it.

we will remember this forever, and in my memories, the good parts will overshadow the daily demons. i could expel from how full my heart is, for this movie, for these people that i want to know forever.

become a fan and follow our blog.

someday this fall, i will be the most proud i've ever been.

12th

here are 10 things i liked since the last time i posted, and one ongoing theme that i don't like:
1. the jimmy eat world clarity tour.
2. good hangs with demar, and craig and i trying to out-annoying each other constantly... plain white ts hangs in la, vegas, and la again.
3. having isabelle davis around for a week. so good for me, so necessary, love her so much.
4. starting the project of PPP.
5. incubus shoot. best production crew, smooth sailing, good shoot.
6. new new found glory.
7. 30 rock.
8. k-dubs and i keeping each other afloat, the usual.
9. the get up kids.
10. gin.



oops!

1st

i'd promise you anything for another shot at life.


dnw to go home.

28th

notbeinfunnyofnuffenbutiwusjustandininthelineandvisnoritethisfucki
nasianjumpedaheadovmeandimjustlikeHELLONOTBEINFUNNEHORNUT
HENBUTIDIDNTNOTHISWUSAPAKIBUSbutimnotimnotimnotbeinfunnehbu
tiwusmindinmybiznisandhejustfuckenuno

-kimber, baby v, who never thought he'd be on a boat.... to fwance.


i'll let you know when i don't like england anymore.

24th

can't sleep here in the uk, in the mornings. just at night and afternoons.

too many good things to comment on. too much fun, too much necessary emoting, too much fixing our insides, too much poisoning our insides, too much love. never enough. how much is enough? how long is too long?

go here and watch a great video that my talented, amazing, original friends made:
http://www.ghosttownmedia.com/videos/heartbreak/
so so good. someday i will make you proud too.

19th

17th

is that what you call a getaway? tell me what you got away with, cause i've seen more spine on a jellyfish, i've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids.
so have another drink and drive yourself home. i hope there's ice on all the roads, and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt, and again when your head goes through the windshield.

lyrics as true as they were in 2001, and always true, the fact: "if you wanted to, you would have."

lyrics from a song that references a bible quote that translates to forgiving someone an infinite number of times.

nope. sorry. you had your chance(s) and nothing ever changed. forgiveness means nothing if you need to exercise it in the same direction over and over again.

13th

"I'm either going to kill myself or go to London." -josh forbes
"SAMESIES!!!"- me

i mean i don't exactly have to spell it out now, do i? let's just say i'm truer to my word than he is.

9th

jared wants to recreate this video with me. he'll be the one licking my snout.