5th

i don't know why exactly, but i am in love with this dirty little mess. after listening to her album, i feel like we could hang out. the song "stephen" is basically about how she can land any dude except the one she's super into, who isn't down. the whole thing is a series of party jams with gems about reckless crushing ("do i make your heart beat like an 808 drum?"), raging harder than is ladylike, odes to hooking up, and thinking the world of yourself even if you're kind of a mess to everyone else. props also to her adorable talking at the end of songs ("i like your beard") which totally makes her sound awkward but not in that annoying "i'm so quirky" way. AND she dresses like she's totes batshit and absolutely pulls it off. all i'm saying is, hop on! and ke$ha, come over and do my glitter eye makeup and let's go out and slay dudes, i swear i can hang.

13th

ghost town christmas party last night.
tiny dress+ red wine+ dancing to kanye west= immodest attention whore.
it's ok though. i earned it.
where i wanna go, i don't need you.


dnr. do not remember.

personal cheerleader.

favorite fools.

plié, relevé.

and that's how that ends.


i keep your love locked down, your love locked down, you lose.


you lose.

21st

phil is one year old:


he really appreciated our efforts at celebration.

metro station was a month ago, but here are some pictures from it anyway:


billy ray and some bumper cars.

performance and a dirt bike.




i'd be so cute if someone could just carry a 1k on my good side constantly.

it's a problem when i'm blogging pictures a month later and my bank account still doesn't know the shoot happened.


i wore a barbie helmet to ride an atv on the beach in ensenada.


in my spare time i produced this video.


rachel had a birthday from katalina williams on Vimeo.
and then i acted like a butthole for rachel's birthday. surprise!



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